california - single

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recorded in my bathroom the night before i moved out of my parent's house

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released August 1, 2016

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Track Name: california
i leave my bobby pins in your bed
i hope you dream of me
halfway across south jersey I’m
thinking of you and i can’t sleep and
i don’t mean to be obsessive but
i miss you so fucking bad
i hope that you don’t notice
i know that you just think I’m sad

there’s butterfly knives in my stomach
i am yours yours yours
i don’t remember know you touch
or fainting on your floor
I’m sorry i am always scared
I thought you were the best
i thought that you were proud of me
I’m sorry I’m a mess

we would eat blackberries in your bed and you said you loved it
but you didn’t love me
and i have told you how sick that i am and you said you didn’t care
but i know you do i know you do i know you do
(x2)

i’d still wanna go to California if you asked
but i can’t leave my future in my past
suck out the poison before it takes over
but i guess that my wounds never got closure
and i’d still wanna go to California if you asked!
i’m sorry that i never gave my hope a chance
i look for you at the bottom of the ocean
i’m sorry i don’t know how to be devoted, there are

butterfly knives in my stomach
i am yours yours yours
i’d rip all of my skin off
just to knock on your door
sweat dripping down my shoulder
i don’t know how to be bolder! but
all i know is that I’m sorry and
youre not coming back